Random 6AM Thoughts

I fell asleep very late last night, hence the late wake-up time.  It's usually 3 or 4 in the morning.  My mind races.

• My horribly misaligned hips make me feel guilty for being confused by other women's desire to evict.
• Visits are awesome.  I'll never hesitate to visit someone I care about again.  
• Email is good, too.  Not as good, but it's a definite uplifter.
• Thank you, God, for gchat.
• I am going to have a hard time adjusting to full on responsibility again.
• I'll be the primary caregiver!
• Henry looks so old sleeping in his bed.  Peaceful, cute, and grown.
• Wonder if cleaning up Penny's yard poop will help get things moving.  Do I want that visual to be the first image in our birth story?
• Penny needs more exercise and to bark a lot less.
• I love Cory.
• I don't really know Henry's new school teachers very well.
• A praline would be nice, Sarah M.
• It's good to have book hoarding friends
• Stretch marks hurt.  Stupid skin wounds!
• I'm glad I won't have class and research papers this time around.
• Hope everyone lets me keep my jobs.
• Should I get my PhD?  
• Will Cocks look like Henry?
• Definitely need to start working towards my LPC.
• Complacency sucks.  
• Henry and Cory need to get to the pool today.
• I really want to enjoy the remodeled Sea n Isle.
• Our first family vacation there was awesome.  Awesome.  It relaxes me to remember it.  I'll use it for early labor pain management.  Freakin' genius! 
• I had a very good childhood.  Cory did, too.
• It's amazing how good childhoods are typically attracted to good childhoods, and otherwise.
• I don't remember having painful Braxton Hicks with Henry.  Of course I would with Cocks.
• I hope that nursing goes well again this time.
• Must remind Cory to monitor my behavior.  It's going to be a huge adjustment this time around.  Expectations, anxiety, depression, pain...
• Cory might not be able to monitor.  Should we get a mood board?
• Mood board would eventually piss me off somehow.
• I still hate shopping--even for baby stuff.  
• Henry was so fun last night.
• I'm having a hard time imagining being a mom of two.
• I cannot remember how to swaddle or do the football hold.
• I cannot remember a lot of stuff.  I don't remember what I need to remember.
• I hope that Henry's alarm isn't set for this morning.
• I hope that H doesn't ignore me when Cocks gets here.
• Can't believe how much I text now
• Heartbuuuuuurn.  Praline would probably make it worse.
• This pregnancy is so. so. different.
• I love my house.  It's way too small, but my nesting lives strong here.
• I'll get tired of this house again very soon.
• This list is too long.
• I'll just read.  Book due back anyway.  
• Overhead too bright.  Wish this lamp was plugged in or that I could reach the outlet.
• Really hope my arms and legs regain some shape
• Heartburn is one of the levels of hell.
• I read the Twilight series.  Hehe.
• I need to apologize to Cory when he wakes.  Pregnancy hormones and harsh words over non-controllables--not a good combo.
• Wonder if Cory will make us some pancakes.
• Shoot, I could make the pancakes now!  
• Milk drunk babies are funny.  I can't wait!
• Cory probably wants to be the one to make pancakes.
• Hate shopping except for on etsy--especially early morning.  Addiction!
• Crap.  Just found something I was looking for but gave up on and settled for something different. I hate shopping.
• I walk like Jed Clampett