Perhaps I have a reputation for being a little sensitive.
Meanwhile, my eyes were darting around for Elgin, who usually scrambles to me like he's on fast forward. He makes me feel so loved! He was nowhere to be seen.
I said, "Where's the baby?"
He then crawled out of his favorite corrugate shipping box.
I turned back to Ms. Renee who was handing me a paper with the news that EW will transition from the yellow to the purple room beginning next week.
What? Already? He only just turns one on Friday?
My eyes immediately spilled over, and they eventually had to get me a tissue. I made them cry a little, too. Good grief. I need more time! I'm sure Elgin's ready to advance, but what about me? I want a few more weeks. It feels so cold turkey to me, even though it's a week notice before the transition period. It still feels sudden and so extreme.
He's my baby. I like his teachers. He loves his teachers. He misses them when they're not there. I love our routine in this room. He's so much smaller than the purple room kids. I don't really know those teachers very well. Those purple room kids don't climb on the table when they eat. Will he get knocked over in there? Can I bargain for another week in yellow?
So many racing thoughts. All I could manage was, "Can he take his box with him?"



